Waste of time.

I had a fight with my sister and mom today, can I just first and foremost say my sister is a BITCH.. Yes a BITCH, I love how she says that my life is her business.. Reality check it isnt.. Sorry to tell you... The decisions I make in my life are mine.. funny enough that is how it works when you are 18 +... She runs her mouth cause "she is an angel" and "she is Perfect" whatever... FAR FROM IT.. Im the first to know that I am bad with money that is my deal not hers, and I never MADE my mother help me it was her choice, and I appreciated it every time that she did. But according to my sister my mom has every right to HATE me YES HATE me for the times she helped me... Whatever so be it if she does. I love my niece and nephew to death BUT I was not the one that got pregnant young, or the one that ran the streets all the time growing up. I was good in school and was good in general but because I am not financially stable I mine as well have killed a few people, and that is NO joke, Im 100% serious when I say that is how I am treated. This is the exact reason that I am beyond ready to move, so I dont have to look at or deal with my mother or sister. They are sooo much alike it is absurd, I cant stand either of them... they could both fall in a hole.. Mom begged yes begged me to live here and not to get a place of my own.. but the whole time it is thrown in my face, well in 3 weeks, they wont have to deal with me anymore, I am serious IM sick of my business being the worlds business, they go through my shit IM SICK OF IT.. Im not 16 Im an adult and for some reason my mother tries to keep tabs on me everywhere I go.. and my sister tells mom everything I say.. Shocker.. Im done talking to the both of them.. Yes I am in debt.. who isnt honestly.. Oh wait Tara isnt cause yet again she is "Perfect" Its pretty easy to not have money problems when you sell every damn thing every one else buys for your kids and not to mention where she used to live, she didnt pay rent she got money towards her car insurance, and she got food stamps.. but life is soo easy when shit is handed to you... what ever.. Im gonna go have me a kid so I can waltz through life with no problems.. But even when I tell her that.... she says her shit equaled more than mine.. Not my fault she went and got a new car.. when she had one that worked fine.. whatever like I said she is the queen of the world and everyone should bow at her feet. I swear her head has got to be 20 ft wide with as good as she thinks she is... Not to mention mom strokes her ego.. she was only defending mom today cause mom spent over 100 on Keylee and Kaydon.. thats how it usually works, shes all about mom when mom spends money on her or the kids... whatever.. like I said she is perfect... it is hard to compare to someone who is perfect... Guess thats why I dont even try... why waste my mother fucking time on it... She can go and bitch at someone else cause she really is not happy if she isnt tearing someone a new asshole... It is not my fault that she is dumber than a fucking box of rocks and that she does not remember shit from her childhood, cause I can tell you now.. I remember mine.. I didnt have a terrible one.. but the things I remember could fuck any child up.. but I shouldn't say that because according to her IM not supposed to blame my childhood for anything either... what the FUCK ever she is a dumb fucking bitch who runs her mouth FAR to much... fall in a fucking hole TARA.. worry about your damn self.. cause I sure as hell dont need you worrying about me.