Waste of time.

I had a fight with my sister and mom today, can I just first and foremost say my sister is a BITCH.. Yes a BITCH, I love how she says that my life is her business.. Reality check it isnt.. Sorry to tell you... The decisions I make in my life are mine.. funny enough that is how it works when you are 18 +... She runs her mouth cause "she is an angel" and "she is Perfect" whatever... FAR FROM IT.. Im the first to know that I am bad with money that is my deal not hers, and I never MADE my mother help me it was her choice, and I appreciated it every time that she did. But according to my sister my mom has every right to HATE me YES HATE me for the times she helped me... Whatever so be it if she does. I love my niece and nephew to death BUT I was not the one that got pregnant young, or the one that ran the streets all the time growing up. I was good in school and was good in general but because I am not financially stable I mine as well have killed a few people, and that is NO joke, Im 100% serious when I say that is how I am treated. This is the exact reason that I am beyond ready to move, so I dont have to look at or deal with my mother or sister. They are sooo much alike it is absurd, I cant stand either of them... they could both fall in a hole.. Mom begged yes begged me to live here and not to get a place of my own.. but the whole time it is thrown in my face, well in 3 weeks, they wont have to deal with me anymore, I am serious IM sick of my business being the worlds business, they go through my shit IM SICK OF IT.. Im not 16 Im an adult and for some reason my mother tries to keep tabs on me everywhere I go.. and my sister tells mom everything I say.. Shocker.. Im done talking to the both of them.. Yes I am in debt.. who isnt honestly.. Oh wait Tara isnt cause yet again she is "Perfect" Its pretty easy to not have money problems when you sell every damn thing every one else buys for your kids and not to mention where she used to live, she didnt pay rent she got money towards her car insurance, and she got food stamps.. but life is soo easy when shit is handed to you... what ever.. Im gonna go have me a kid so I can waltz through life with no problems.. But even when I tell her that.... she says her shit equaled more than mine.. Not my fault she went and got a new car.. when she had one that worked fine.. whatever like I said she is the queen of the world and everyone should bow at her feet. I swear her head has got to be 20 ft wide with as good as she thinks she is... Not to mention mom strokes her ego.. she was only defending mom today cause mom spent over 100 on Keylee and Kaydon.. thats how it usually works, shes all about mom when mom spends money on her or the kids... whatever.. like I said she is perfect... it is hard to compare to someone who is perfect... Guess thats why I dont even try... why waste my mother fucking time on it... She can go and bitch at someone else cause she really is not happy if she isnt tearing someone a new asshole... It is not my fault that she is dumber than a fucking box of rocks and that she does not remember shit from her childhood, cause I can tell you now.. I remember mine.. I didnt have a terrible one.. but the things I remember could fuck any child up.. but I shouldn't say that because according to her IM not supposed to blame my childhood for anything either... what the FUCK ever she is a dumb fucking bitch who runs her mouth FAR to much... fall in a fucking hole TARA.. worry about your damn self.. cause I sure as hell dont need you worrying about me.

So Life.. is ABSOLUTELY AMAZING :)

I have a new little man in my life :) Carter David Matthew Hinton he is my bestfriends new baby and he is absolutely precious!

8 pounds 14 oz and 19 inches long.



So I have lived the last week and a half in Maysville helping her with the new little man I adore him!
There has been a few things that have happened recently here goes;

Firstly I got to Maysville on Dec 26 I had a christmas party at my dads on the 29 so I went in early to spend time with my bestfriend and God Daughter. Back in September I told my bestfriend that I was feeling Dec 29, that I felt like that would be the day that she would have him, mind you this was all the way back in September. So anyways I stuck with the date this whole time, she was not due until January the 9th. She had a Doctors appointment on Dec 28 and I took her and while there they stripped her membranes, and from then on she was having contractions. That night I was doing her nails and eyebrows in the middle of painting her nails her water started to break this was around 2 am on the 29th. She and Matt got up and got their things together and headed to the hospital, I stayed at the apartment with My little sister Thristian, Staceys little sister Rachel Matts Friend Dennis and I kept my goddaughter Kamerin. So none of us could sleep I would get periodical texts from Matt and Stacey letting me know what was going on, then around 6 am they texted us and told us to get to the hospital she was 7 CM, and she Officially had him at 8:10 in the morning. New little man :) not to mention DEC 29.. Man I am good!

I took my little sister shopping for her Homecoming dress the other day, and indulged in some things for myself. She got a black and purple dress and some purple converse she now likes converse thanks to me :) I love them! But I got 2 pair of knee high boots one black and one brown, I got some Steve Madden Flats and a new pair of suede and plaid sperry top-siders. I also got a few shirts :) and 2 new cardigans that I <3..>

Next thing.. Today I met my sister for lunch and she was like your gonna shit yourself, I was like why, tell me she was like wait till we sit down, I kept asking, finally when we sit down she says.. Angie is pregnant... REWIND... Angie is 26 ish and she is dating out 47 year old father.. UGH DISGUSTING GROSS and all of that.. She is nasty and he supports her 100% pays for everything.. and she is a druggie... It is absurd.. But anyways.. Words can not describe how bad I feel for that poor poor child cause I love my dad but I know what kind of dad he is.. NOT a good one and not responsible AT ALL.. And she is the ground I walk on.. But what can you do.. Im waiting to see how long it is before he tells me.. since I already know..

NEXT thing.. Im beyond sick of hearing about all of my friends getting married and pregnant gosh I seriously want to go crazy.. But there is a guy that I share a couple of mutual friends with messaged me tonight, we talked for a while.. hes cute, he is in a band :) and plays guitar which is a major major plus!!! and he is really nice :) No drugs or drinking shockingly enough! But he wants to hang out and he was like would you move to Maysville already.. Im bored, and I gave him my number and he was like when I replace my iphone(it just got stolen) Ill def message you once or twice or a dozen times.. Im sooooo tried of being single.. and he seems interested and I am soo YAY.. he live about 3 miles from where Im moving.. Im pretty excited!! My bestie always says I need to let it happen stop talking about it and let it happen.. and this is great..